In deep

You said "hello", I said "hi". You reached out to touch me and I pulled back. You asked "whats the matter?" and I said "nothing! , no need for that".

Just look into my eyes and I stare  deep into yours and I feel warm and everything comes alive.

My lips twitching in anticipation of what could never be. I reached out for you but I could not move, I felt your breath but you were never even close but I could hear the rhythm of your heart beat in the silence from the distance.

 You pierced me with the intensity of your eyes looking deep into my soul, inviting me to linger just another moment, that, locked me in the embrace of your sincerity.

Only a minute, just a second, just a glance then and I am in a trance. This is far more than I understand even though simple as it is it's complicated.

I wrestle with this emotion, as it grows and weakens my own defense which is fainting over time.

Should I continue to resist?
Should I surrender and satisfy this longing that burns like hell?

Its burning, its burning! This is now the time for healing; from this forbidden pleasure that's taken me discretely, from the one that has truly kept me in times past.

If I submit, will this  fire be quenched? Will my aching body be fulfilled as desired?

Oh no! This has to stop.

This was a trap.