Dispicable me!

Its nice when the one you love, loves you in return; but it's far better when that love comes with respect and honour.

Love is kind. There is love that says "I'm sorry that I made you feel bad or hurt your feelings" and there is " I don't care about how you feel, you piss me off so i'm going to tell you my mind!"

In my mind I killed you many times. I made you feel bad, I walked out of our home that we made together and I even cheated on you.

But, because of my cowardness these almost never came true; because I love, respect and honor the man I swore before God & Man to spend the rest of my life with.

I am in chains because of this, that I know for real. If only I never had to be defensive at all times then maybe this would not be so. Is this how true happiness is or should be? Not at all! I think. I am just a misfit, that's all there is to it.

I will suppress this pain inside until the time is right.

Love suffereth long.

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